...because life has been kicking me in the teeth lately.

First of all, I've been RPing on a new Gaia account lately (iLadyDragonborn, if anyone is on there and wants to add me) and during the school holidays I met the worst RP partner ever. He added me on Facebook before we started the RP, and I know his real name (and he knows mine). I'm not sure if I want him to Google this and read it or not, so I'm not saying it. He seemed a pretty nice dude at first, if a little intolerant of my generally intense personality. But when the introductions were over and it came time to RP, I requested a Night Elf/Blood Elf pairing because I've just started playing WoW again*. At first I wanted to do Skyrim, but I've lost all interest in that game due to the lack of interesting characters. He said "no WoW, unless you write a lemon to go with it" so I did. This dude is 20 (I originally thought he was 19) and I'm a whole 5 years younger. Told my parents after writing the lemon because I was feeling regretful, got a long talk and they threatened to ground me and permanently disconnect my internet. Now I'm so, so angry with myself for being so darned stupid.

Also, we're back at school now and it seems I'm still unable to get a boyfriend. I have a bunch of great friends who are willing to put up with my craziness, but it seems NO guy likes me 'cause I'm so darned awkward, and oh boy do I know it. Like today in health class, I literally yelled out "Pazoo!" (in-joke with a good friend of mine) and everyone laughed. I lost at least two coolness points. These things just come out of my mouth. The ones who do like me are younger and geekier, because I seem to have the mind of a nerdy 12-year-old boy (I will go "Cooooool!" whenever I see dragon stuff.) And I like this one guy in my year, but I have a feeling he only knows me as the girl who won't shut up when she needs to.

Lastly, there's this one girl in my year who seems to hate my guts. She still calls me by a loathed childhood nickname to piss me off, and today I confronted her about it. I threatened to bash her up, because no matter how much I ignore her she STILL does it. This girl has issues, I swear. *sigh*

*My main characters are Serineth and Amalja on Dath'Remar or Merilwen on Saurfang, for those of my friends who also still play.

For all those who made it this far, here's a cookie:

Love, kisses and all that stuff,

C-S (I SERIOUSLY don't feel like an Amala anymore. I'm way too pasty white to pull it off properly. Still changing my name when I'm 18 though. Call me Dragon, I guess. It's just a silly nickname of mine on Gaia.)